wawaweewathis should be a funnn nightttt
forgetwhy do i deserve to live i mean after everything i have done why dont i just dieforget
i dont try to live really. its weird when you start begging God that you wont wake up the next day.
i just want to be off peoples minds.. i hate it when people have to give up time towards me..
its not fair.
i feel so at a loss for words now.
i know i'll end up leaving
but i dont know when
and when it's the endis there a reason why i do this? im not even going to beat around the bush with this post.and when it's the end
in the last 3 months or so... i think i've tried to commit suicide more times than i can count on my fingers and toes
what is wrong with me
i feel like there is always a constant thunder going through out my body. that just gets this rush.
im almost yelling at myself telling myself to leave this place and see what everyone thinks...
there is only two things that seem to have saved me through all of this. its not writing in this stupid thing
everi'd never let go being with you is all i could ever need right now.ever
it always seems to be the hardest thing too. i want to be here for you. i dont want to hurt you.
seeing you makes it worth while.
i cant put into exact words what i am feeling. but its something where i can feel that i am myself.
no need to run change or pretend.
i think you accept who i am. you understand me. which amazes me
because no one really understands me. as much as some people think they did.
do i sound like a broken r
i wonderwhats going through your head? i want to know. i really do. more than you could imagine.i wonder
i want to know what your thinking if only i did.
i dont pressure you i pretend like im okay with it. but i would do anything to know what your feeling inside.
you dont understand what the little things you do do for me. a laugh goes a long way for some people.
what will it take for you to realize that im not going to hurt you i want to know.
to be honest. seeing you smile makes me want to live...(did i really just type that) &
| im pretty sure im insane right about now. haha |
Joy
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Sometimes the most brilliant minds
are found in those who can see both light
and darkness, and can see in light and in darkness.
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Sometimes the most brilliant minds
are found in those who can see both light
and darkness, and can see in light and in darkness.
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend
this is actually so weird.
no one has ever like done this before haha
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I dont belong here, we've gotta move on dear, escape from this afterlife...
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I dont belong here, we've gotta move on dear, escape from this afterlife...
I was just surfing around, reading the newest posts, and happened across your page. I thought I might leave a friendly hello and a
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I dont belong here, we've gotta move on dear, escape from this afterlife...
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